MY VERY FIRST BLOG POST! ( and just an FYI, I already wrote one and deleted it by accident, because todays sucks and this is life)
TODAY! It’s only 9:00 am and I already feel like I could commit a crime! I am sitting here blurred vision trying to type this. Why? NO READING GLASSES! I had five pair, but today I wake to none!
Reason: I have children!
My oldest was PAINFUL this morning; Challenging every single cell in my body! Yes, EVERY! SINGLE! CELL! I can say that I wasn’t so patient in the end, nope … I wasn’t.
If you’re human raise your hand ….
So here I sit in my guilt, searching Amazon for new glasses, wishing I could start over.
Luckily I did get a good one-on-one with my little on the drive to school. Even though I got that time to straighten things out, it doesn’t make me any less guilty for my lack of patients or restraint. I started ” A new” with him before he left, it’s a do-over, kinda of. Start new from this point forward, with a new thought process to change the behavior, unless the behavior continues, then the do-over is off the table and we are back to consequence (Mean Mama), but I may need to have a consequence for myself from this point forward – UGH!